Bittersweet Romance.
disregarded
everyone is making me the bad guy just because I finally got fed up with being hurt. now im expected to go back to the very person that constantly hurt me just bcuz everyone wants to keep him alive? no one gives a crap about me or how i feel about anything. love isn’t supposed to be this hard. love isnt supposed to hurt me so much. i finally started to smile again knowing that mayb we cud live on as friends and still have each other in our lives. but u had to take it away from me. take away all the ppl that claimed to care about me and turn hem all against me bcuz you deserve to live. should i just die then? should i let everyone’s efforts to get me back in misery be my demise? why does everyone suddenly stop giving a crap about me bcuz of you…what lies have you fed to everyone after sitting there and watching me pour out to you that i still wanted to be with you, still am in love with you. i tried so many times to get you to see all i wanted was you…but all u did was believe the lies you concocted in your own mind. now its too late and im the bad guy…
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.” I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
(Source: timorleste)
Hurt.
Everytime I look at my scars, i want to break down. Why do I have to do this? Why can’t I just be happy and live life enduring the pain..
